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Name: Teena, Mary, Thao
Gender: Female
Interests: eating, sleeping, watching tv, saving the world, wwe, music, and animes
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Member Since:
2/17/2003
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| Oi vey, I'm constantly losing a race against time. Even eating is feeling like I'm wasting time now. =[ i love eating.. I'm panicking like crazy and in a very irrational decision, I've decided to cancel my birthday? Why? I don't even know. I'm pretty sure I'm overreacting, but for some reason it sort of made me feel better & worse at the same time. I don't know, I'm probaly being ridiculous, but I don't even have time to think about that. I don't know, I may be a little more MIA lately. | | |
| I am now accepting phone calls again. Forgive me for ignoring the calls, texts, and voicemails. Isolating myself definitely wasn't the best idea. It bummed me out even worse than I already was. I managed to play I think 15 games of Sudoku during a sitting + 18 games of this thing that is kind of like minesweeper + like 10 levels of Yoshi Island. I gave Louis one of the monkeys I won and he named it Forrest because it kind of looks like Forrest Griffin <33. I also have a white one we named el biño cuz he's white..albino, yeah. I think I'd like another round of kareoke sometime this month =] 
Before I go on, I ask that you refrain from making any conclusion about this entry because let's face it, you're going to be wrong.
I am absolutely astounded by how a person you once held so highly in your regards can fall so far in a matter of time. Sometimes I wonder if my life would be better without you. Then I am immediately ashamed that I would even think such a thing.
I am currently in a state of passive agressive bordering agressive (or maybe more wishing than actual bordering). I hate how I hold my tongue when I should voice my opinions and vice versa. I think it's even worse that I still haven't changed despite bring up this habit every year. This passive aggressive thing is making me anti-social, so no calls for the next two days. I want to be alone.
(On a completely irrelavant note, I am becoming more dependent on country stations for music because of the lack of good music on the more mainstream radio. And, for the sake of ending this on a good note, I went to the Puyallip fair with my family (+ hiep & sunny) and won myself a hippo. Hooray!)
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| I should update what i've been up to, but i'm lazy, so I will edit this again later. BUT. i just opened a facebook. i know! i can't believe it either. but playing prolific against sunny is so much fun, so here i am. already I am regretting it. trying to add friends so incredibly frustrating. i'm getting a headache from trying. i feel like myspace was easier. | | |
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you're beautiful
every little piece, love, don't you know
you're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
when you find everything you've looked for
i hope your life leads you back to my door
oh but if it don't, stay beautiful
As of right now, I feel as if I am in a good place. I feel like I am in a pretty good place with my relationships. Family, coastz, my girls, him. As a general I'm feeling better about my weight. Weird how it's not until I feel ok about it when people choose to tell me I'm getting fat. Well, at least some people in the world appreciate a girl with curves. I just hope I am no longer the girl with a black heart and blue hair...
School is going okay. For a while I was doing really well with keeping up in my readings and what not, but with finals coming up, I'm finding it difficult to stay on task. But school is almost over and I cannot wait until I no longer have to attend Comparative Religion (death to you! -shakes fist-) I didn't get into my biology class for next quarter. BOO. I think I've settled on majoring in biology, maybe specializing in cellular and molecular development, but nothing is finalized.
Spring is coming and I'm uber excited. Hopefully I can go snowboarding sometime soon. I'm gonna try to get back into tennis and play a little more golf. I really need to experience things before I judge them. Maybe I should give things a second chance...and complain less. Yeah, I should do less complaining and more exercising. I'm hoping that during spring break we can take a hike down meadowdale beach, play football (maybe at alkai?), and build a sand castle, but only if it's warm out. I find myself getting cold way too easily these days. "Man up!"
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OH YOUR GOD ! Do you see the people listed for that tour? Holy snaps! This is going to be one sick tour. It's crazy enough for me to stop studying and write in my xanga. =] As a person who hasn't really gone to any concerts, minus the Sugarcult at Taste of Seattle, although I don't consider that a real concert (don't get me wrong, I loved their performance, they were awesome), but I want the real experience, the inside a building with lots of hot, sweaty people together with a high possibility of me getting lost in the crowd due to my smallness. Although if they had assigned seats..well, that'd be good too. Then the chance of me being lost is minisculed down a bit. Anywho, enough babbling. Other news...Louis and I celebrated our 1.5 year anni this month. School is going okay. I'm taking Stat 220, Bio 180, and Comparative (Eastern) Religions. I now own a nintendo DS which is mothereffing awesome if I do say so myself. And I'm thinking about applying at the movie theaters despite it paying less than I'd like because 1) I now need to start saving for this tour even though it doesn't start until April and 2) it'd be nice to get free movie tickets for myself and the loved ones. mhm. | | |
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